Monday, August 27, 2007

back on track.

so the last couple of weeks brought me some unexpected events and a trip home to amarillo, and i was unable to devote much time to my non-profit project. but i'm back and ready to keep the ball rolling!!

i've been researching some of the agencies that were recommended to me and have honestly been unable to find an agency that does anything close to what i want to do. the non-profits i've researched have such far-reaching programs that teen pregnancy prevention is one small program of their 10 larger programs.....which means there is a need and an opportunity for what i want to do, but it also means that i will have to do a bit more groundwork. i emailed a couple of women today who work in the teen pregnancy prevention field in austin (one is a filmmaker and one runs prevention programs), and i have already set up a meeting with one of them for later this week....woo hoo!

after talking with a friend yesterday, i realized that i need to become more organized in my vision. she recommended that i write a proposal that outlines exactly what i want to do and how i want to do it. good advice! i have tons of ideas and materials from other statewide TPP (teen pregnancy prevention) non-profits that i can pull together to develop a proposal. i also am trying to think bigger. maybe i don't need to start a non-profit...maybe i work on a documentary about teen pregnancy in texas. or maybe i create an educational workshop series on teen pregnancy prevention. because the non-profit i wanted to create already exists (yet has no paid staff), i think i need to think differently and outside of the box to approach teen pregnancy prevention in a fresh way (or just convince them to hire me after i write a grant to pay for my own salary...hehe).

i'm starting to realize the barriers that i will face. i fear the conservative environment in texas might be an unbreachable barrier. i'm just not sure that policy analysis and advocacy will be effective....abstinence-only education and policy have such a stronghold in texas. i mean, planned parenthood's teen pregnancy prevention funding just got cut again, which means more money for faith-based, abstinence programs. not that i'm not hopeful that i could change the texas mindset and educational system (i'm up for a challenge!), but i also want to be realistic in my planning. a creative approach might be my only option. this is such a learning process....even massachusetts faced difficulties in getting political support for comprehensive sex ed, and that's massachusetts!!! liberal country...what the heck am i supposed to do in texas?? i will need an alliance of organizations all devoted to the cause to mobilize larger numbers of people. i need to start a movement!! okay, i think i'm getting ahead of myself now. back to reality and what i can accomplish this week.

my goals for this week are:
  • to set up 3 meetings with people in the teen pregnancy prevention field in austin
  • to write a proposal that summarizes my interests and vision for my non-profit venture

man, this is exciting!! i can't wait to see where God takes this and am so thankful that He is stirring all of this in me!!

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